Monday, October 5, 2009
hiii soo long no blog
yea i know its long
but cause recently alot has been up my mind
not cca chalet (soonweng and weiming arh what trolley mr lee arh think i don know;X)
ok la now i currently skipping school since its a waste of my time to go
last week was basically slack sleep play
but thursday was badminton! with SEN and his church people
my standard is quite high among them
but only the mu shi was strong
but my string snap:(
$23gone again crap la hor
til saturday and sunday was double church i know i am a buddhist
but really the church people really help me to speak less colourful langauges
and stuff
hahaa but last friday was really a crappy day for me
ok la met sen at yishun mrt i was late omg?
than yea trained to amk ate and walk walkkk
really sian who ask us so young travel sooo much already
lol than trained to woodlands wanting to catch a moive
but we were late by 15MINS wthhhh!!!
wanna catch a moive to waste time also cannot crap man
ok la after that sen gtg home prayyy
and ocl called me asking me pei him go back amk again
so i waited his call at woodlands soo i decided to go back to old places where me and her spent time
it was all beautiful memories and i was happy
til i went up to her house the corridor there just hoping to makesure that she still lives there
atfirst i dint saw her shoes there and i was disappointed
but than when i was walking to the lift i saw herr
both of us were shunt
she was still soo beatiful
she changed her hair style
her way of wearing was soo much more mature
i was lost for words as i saw her eyes full of hatred
than after i left that block
i realised the ans of why me and sophia broke and i dint felt sad at all
all this while i was raning away from the fact that i still loved her
i was just telling myself i got to start another relationship
to forget her
sophia was so much like her
the way she talked to my mother ganged with up mother to scold me
she was really the meiying that i wanted
but nothing can replaced the real meiying
the meiying soo wonderful
so perfact always in my hard
meiying if you happen to see this
i erally wanna patch with you
sorry for the past
i really matured
no more childish
after you left
i really studied
from that time all f9
til now
on par with all the top students
6moths 10days since we broke
today ccould have been our 288days of dating
if we had not broken up yet
i miss you dearly
2o12o8
i am still waiting for you...
karkian still loves you meiying
