Friday, July 31, 2009
wee finally here to blog again
recently alot things happened,
i found out i was no longer that confident kid anymore
i was not longer that kid that can really help everyone
why?
cause i cant even protect her
i feel soo useless
i feel soo hopeless
i just wanna end this all by finidng that person?
but she wont like it
i know it
it was for her but she wont like what i did
whats the whole damm point
i hate myself man
shit IT
i rather not have this results
i dont know what the damm shoulld i do
i am still waiting for you.....
Monday, July 13, 2009
hahas i am back to post
alot has happened
but i hope many of it did not
i was dwelling between the gates of hell
yes i am dieing my heart probs are getting on me
one of my friends with a similar heart problem is dead
she was only 14 when she died
it makes me really think why must i llive
she got her family her stead
me?i.. i... got only phoebe and Friends from TOYSyou where not there=(
i only got these and recently i get super jealous
easily over somestuff and over someone
please someone tell me should i dont bite on the pole of livingg
and next time walk inside the gates of hell my self
Friday, July 3, 2009
life has beeen boing as usual and later going meet ocl and ken for pool again
recently my closest frens seem sooo distant to me
i cant really feel them by my side
or was it me?
argh nvm since its likethis
i think i had just start to build an invisble wall all around me
preventing people from entering may this is me
this is KK
maybe this is me without you
3july 2009 Chongkarkian "RIP"
