tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16489823474973363642011-12-11T19:17:20.568-08:00I still love youKKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02430433019849529788noreply@blogger.comBlogger191100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1648982347497336364.post-91590254691233755762009-11-03T19:14:00.000-08:002009-11-03T19:28:09.767-08:00hi everyone<div><br /></div><div>recently alot stuff happened</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>i took my o levels</div><div><br /></div><div>everything was going fine til my ss paper</div><div><br /></div><div>i memoriesed wrongly and i flunked the paper</div><div><br /></div><div>i just dont get it everythign was going fine til this paper</div><div><br /></div><div>i sad there stoning at the section B thinking this is where i stop</div><div><br /></div><div>this is where i as ace stop i came all this way and this is where i fall</div><div><br /></div><div>where everyone that expected alot from me i failed them heree</div><div><br /></div><div>i failed the only one htat tried to make me study by saying maybe patch</div><div><br /></div><div>i on the spot hated myself so much </div><div><br /></div><div>i came all this way in express just for this day?</div><div><br /></div><div>no crap i hate it somehow</div><div><br /></div><div>thanks my church mates and my cca members</div><div><br /></div><div>but i failed you all sorry</div><div><br /></div><div>and meiying </div><div><br /></div><div>sorry i am not worthy of loving you</div><div><br /></div><div>i still rememmber clearly you said you wanted actions not words</div><div><br /></div><div>i failed at actions</div><div><br /></div><div>but i wanna tell you i still love you</div><div><br /></div><div>i miss you</div><div><br /></div><div>i am sorry..</div><div><br /></div><div>if theres a way i could rewind time</div><div><br /></div><div>i wont want to rewind to the tiimes that me and you were together</div><div><br /></div><div>you are the perfact girl in my life</div><div><br /></div><div>ever loved only you</div><div><br /></div><div>sighhh ever emoing over you is what i always do </div><div><br /></div><div>i wil be here waiting for you to be back to me</div><div><br /></div><div>i miss you i still love you 201208 11jan i took alway your first kiss =p</div><div><br /></div><div>i am always here for you</div><div>i love you</div><div><br /></div><div>my perfact girl </div><div><br /></div><div>only my love for this life</div><div><br /></div><div>its suffering i know</div><div><br /></div><div>but i wanna love you</div><div><br /></div><div>cause its no reason for me to love someone</div><div><br /></div><div>rmb this? you told me de </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1648982347497336364-9159025469123375576?l=2o12o8.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02430433019849529788noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1648982347497336364.post-5356101577869826092009-10-12T22:46:00.000-07:002009-10-12T22:48:01.326-07:00STRESSED BODOH<div><br /></div><div>2more weeks </div><div><br /></div><div>BUT NOW I GOT ONE MORE NEW goal</div><div><br /></div><div>that is to win her in l1r5 so maybe we can patch</div><div><br /></div><div>but i realy streseeddd!!!</div><div><br /></div><div>i dont want to lose this chance</div><div><br /></div><div>but i dont thiink i can beat herrr STREESEED </div><div><br /></div><div>SOMEONE HELP MEEE</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1648982347497336364-535610157786982609?l=2o12o8.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02430433019849529788noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1648982347497336364.post-43071756954146958142009-10-05T21:37:00.000-07:002009-10-05T22:03:59.094-07:00<div style="text-align: center;">hiii soo long no blog</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">yea i know its long</div><div style="text-align: center;">but cause recently alot has been up my mind</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">not cca chalet (soonweng and weiming arh what trolley mr lee arh think i don know;X)</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">ok la now i currently skipping school since its a waste of my time to go</div><div style="text-align: center;">last week was basically slack sleep play </div><div style="text-align: center;">but thursday was badminton! with SEN and his church people</div><div style="text-align: center;">my standard is quite high among them</div><div style="text-align: center;">but only the mu shi was strong</div><div style="text-align: center;">but my string snap:(</div><div style="text-align: center;">$23gone again crap la hor</div><div style="text-align: center;">til saturday and sunday was double church i know i am a buddhist</div><div style="text-align: center;">but really the church people really help me to speak less colourful langauges</div><div style="text-align: center;">and stuff</div><div style="text-align: center;">hahaa but last friday was really a crappy day for me</div><div style="text-align: center;">ok la met sen at yishun mrt i was late omg?</div><div style="text-align: center;">than yea trained to amk ate and walk walkkk</div><div style="text-align: center;">really sian who ask us so young travel sooo much already</div><div style="text-align: center;">lol than trained to woodlands wanting to catch a moive</div><div style="text-align: center;">but we were late by 15MINS wthhhh!!!</div><div style="text-align: center;">wanna catch a moive to waste time also cannot crap man</div><div style="text-align: center;">ok la after that sen gtg home prayyy</div><div style="text-align: center;">and ocl called me asking me pei him go back amk again</div><div style="text-align: center;">so i waited his call at woodlands soo i decided to go back to old places where me and her spent time</div><div style="text-align: center;">it was all beautiful memories and i was happy</div><div style="text-align: center;">til i went up to her house the corridor there just hoping to makesure that she still lives there</div><div style="text-align: center;">atfirst i dint saw her shoes there and i was disappointed</div><div style="text-align: center;">but than when i was walking to the lift i saw herr</div><div style="text-align: center;">both of us were shunt</div><div style="text-align: center;">she was still soo beatiful</div><div style="text-align: center;">she changed her hair style</div><div style="text-align: center;">her way of wearing was soo much more mature</div><div style="text-align: center;">i was lost for words as i saw her eyes full of hatred</div><div style="text-align: center;">than after i left that block </div><div style="text-align: center;">i realised the ans of why me and sophia broke and i dint felt sad at all</div><div style="text-align: center;">all this while i was raning away from the fact that i still loved her</div><div style="text-align: center;">i was just telling myself i got to start another relationship</div><div style="text-align: center;">to forget her</div><div style="text-align: center;">sophia was so much like her</div><div style="text-align: center;">the way she talked to my mother ganged with up mother to scold me</div><div style="text-align: center;">she was really the meiying that i wanted </div><div style="text-align: center;">but nothing can replaced the real meiying </div><div style="text-align: center;">the meiying soo wonderful</div><div style="text-align: center;">so perfact always in my hard</div><div style="text-align: center;">meiying if you happen to see this</div><div style="text-align: center;">i erally wanna patch with you</div><div style="text-align: center;">sorry for the past</div><div style="text-align: center;">i really matured </div><div style="text-align: center;">no more childish</div><div style="text-align: center;">after you left</div><div style="text-align: center;">i really studied </div><div style="text-align: center;">from that time all f9</div><div style="text-align: center;">til now</div><div style="text-align: center;">on par with all the top students</div><div style="text-align: center;">6moths 10days since we broke</div><div style="text-align: center;">today ccould have been our 288days of dating </div><div style="text-align: center;">if we had not broken up yet</div><div style="text-align: center;">i miss you dearly</div><div style="text-align: center;">2o12o8</div><div style="text-align: center;">i am still waiting for you...</div><div style="text-align: center;">karkian still loves you meiying</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1648982347497336364-4307175695414695814?l=2o12o8.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02430433019849529788noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1648982347497336364.post-88224412461189586322009-09-02T06:33:00.000-07:002009-09-02T06:39:06.393-07:00times past<div>people change</div><div>even i change</div><div>but why cant my feelings for you change?</div><div>instead of not loving you</div><div>instead of hating you</div><div>i am loving you more and more </div><div>i really hate this feeling</div><div>meiying you pioson me</div><div>please give me the antidode</div><div>to free me</div><div>i love you so</div><div>i cant help it</div><div>i am just sinking deeper and deeper</div><div><br /></div><div>recently was teachers day</div><div>i went to your pri sch</div><div>waiting from 130 til 630</div><div>and you dint turn up</div><div>i dint waste my time cause it wass for you</div><div>my one and only</div><div>i dont care</div><div>how llonmg must i take</div><div>i will wait</div><div>til my last breathe i will still say i love you meiying</div><div><br /></div><div>haha recently not much things happened</div><div>anyway happy teachers day to MR ANG MR KELVIN TAN MRS LUI AND MR SKY PHUA</div><div>all these teachers are specially wished cause they deserve my respect</div><div>thay rock my life up man haha</div><div>i will work hard to not let you all down</div><div><br /></div><div>haha and my friendship with alot of my friends turned for the worst</div><div>exp my best of best friend sigh sigh sigh </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1648982347497336364-8822441246118958632?l=2o12o8.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02430433019849529788noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1648982347497336364.post-71560209655931970822009-07-31T04:50:00.000-07:002009-07-31T05:00:19.120-07:00wee finally here to blog again<div>recently alot things happened,</div><div>i found out i was no longer that confident kid anymore</div><div>i was not longer that kid that can really help everyone</div><div>why?</div><div>cause i cant even protect her</div><div>i feel soo useless</div><div>i feel soo hopeless</div><div>i just wanna end this all by finidng that person?</div><div>but she wont like it</div><div>i know it </div><div>it was for her but she wont like what i did </div><div>whats the whole damm point</div><div>i hate myself man</div><div>shit IT</div><div>i rather not have this results</div><div>i dont know what the damm shoulld i do</div><div>i am still waiting for you.....</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1648982347497336364-7156020965593197082?l=2o12o8.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02430433019849529788noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1648982347497336364.post-40020323323486108402009-07-13T01:33:00.001-07:002009-07-13T01:38:29.917-07:00hahas i am back to post<div>alot has happened</div><div>but i hope many of it did not</div><div>i was dwelling between the gates of hell</div><div>yes i am dieing my heart probs are getting on me</div><div>one of my friends with a similar heart problem is dead</div><div>she was only 14 when she died</div><div>it makes me really think why must i llive</div><div>she got her family her stead</div><div>me?i.. i... got only phoebe and Friends from TOYS<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FFFFFF;"><b>you where not there=(</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#330033;"><b>i only got these and recently i get super jealous</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#330033;"><b>easily over somestuff and over someone</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#330033;"><b>please someone tell me should i dont bite on the pole of livingg</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#330033;"><b>and next time walk inside the gates of hell my self</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#330033;"><b><br /></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#333333;"><b><br /></b></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1648982347497336364-4002032332348610840?l=2o12o8.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02430433019849529788noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1648982347497336364.post-91123649638554227172009-07-03T02:38:00.001-07:002009-07-03T02:41:29.461-07:00life has beeen boing as usual and later going meet ocl and ken for pool again<div><br /></div><div>recently my closest frens seem sooo distant to me</div><div>i cant really feel them by my side</div><div>or was it me?</div><div>argh nvm since its likethis </div><div>i think i had just start to build an invisble wall all around me</div><div>preventing people from entering may this is me</div><div>this is KK</div><div><br /></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CCCCCC;">maybe this is me without you</span></b></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CCCCCC;"><b>3july 2009 Chongkarkian "RIP"</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CCCCCC;"><b><br /></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CCCCCC;"><b><br /></b></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1648982347497336364-9112364963855422717?l=2o12o8.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02430433019849529788noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1648982347497336364.post-31909775967568688792009-06-27T09:40:00.000-07:002009-06-27T09:46:33.381-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_uuC5L71g7Tg/SkZL6o1i-3I/AAAAAAAAAAg/VhA-V08Nqfg/s1600-h/bestie.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_uuC5L71g7Tg/SkZL6o1i-3I/AAAAAAAAAAg/VhA-V08Nqfg/s320/bestie.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5352048677942918002" /></a><br /><br /><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>haha saw the picture above? she is my best of the best fren man!!</div><div>she asked my kor to cancel the punishment and my kor was touched cause of her friendship</div><div>bestie i know you are disapppointed about me but thanks for still being there wheni needed you</div><div>i wont dissappoint you again i swear i promise i whatever</div><div>bestie you are just sooo nice</div><div>PEople should give you the best FRIEND award!!!!:D</div><div><br /></div><div>I wanna give you one maybe when we meet up yeap maybe i should do that!!</div><div>we are only besties forever i never wan anything more than that</div><div>i promise to be there whever you need me to be there:D</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1648982347497336364-3190977596756868879?l=2o12o8.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02430433019849529788noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1648982347497336364.post-26826725656501309472009-06-26T08:42:00.000-07:002009-06-26T08:49:54.056-07:00haha thanks alot my frens<div>Phoebe my bestie you are always the person taht i can count onwhen i need help haha </div><div>thanks alot bestie i saw your blog and we really dont need to care about that kinda people..</div><div>haha anw thanks alot bestie!</div><div><br /></div><div>than to marsia</div><div>although i dont really know you that well yet but than we were frens at fs</div><div>and for bsf we meet up you are really chio yea and thanks for helping me</div><div>BSF WE ROCK MAN!</div><div><br /></div><div>and finally to Theodora gan gf</div><div>thanks alot for helping me whenever i needed your help</div><div>we steaded but only last for 2weeks haha but nvm i am happy with what we are nnow</div><div>i hope we will always help each other in the future yeaa!</div><div><br /></div><div>and to my other frens i know you all wanna help me but dont be jealous LOL</div><div>haha we are frens and frens are always tehre for each other when you need them</div><div><br /></div><div>than to vivian quek </div><div>i am really disappointed and pissed about you man </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">I</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">H</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">A</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">V</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">E</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">T</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">H</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">E</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">B</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">E</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">S</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">T</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">F</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">R</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">E</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">N</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">S</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">I</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">N</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">T</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">H</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">E</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"> UNIVERSE!</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1648982347497336364-2682672565650130947?l=2o12o8.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02430433019849529788noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1648982347497336364.post-66935192314078821372009-06-20T08:35:00.000-07:002009-06-20T08:40:48.143-07:00today is another 20th soo tmr will update on the hougang sports all thing<div><br /></div><div>2day will be our 6th month if we havent broke up</div><div>i still miss you alot really</div><div>my love have only grow stronger not weaker</div><div>please come back to me i will cherish you like never b4T__T</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1648982347497336364-6693519231407882137?l=2o12o8.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02430433019849529788noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1648982347497336364.post-81210084586442589632009-06-13T07:45:00.000-07:002009-06-13T07:51:22.089-07:00hii i am back to blog again<div>2day went out with vavarly mei and her friends</div><div>went sun plaza yishun than bishan i was sian mabe cause of someone barh</div><div>after that i felt moody than i went home</div><div><br /></div><div>Ate than went out to the field there to watch fire wirks</div><div>but i dont know why i just cant get high like i always do when i watch fireworks</div><div>isit i am getting cold blooded?</div><div>isit i am really losing myself?</div><div>isit without her i cant really smile it out?</div><div>i am really confused whenever i felt i like another girl</div><div>you came into my mind again please get out will you?</div><div>i am realy tired of loving you but i just dont wanna let go</div><div>meiying i really still do love you alot</div><div>but i'll wait for you</div><div>cause you are the only one that could make karkian smile </div><div>make him really smile </div><div>the only person that can make him smile is you</div><div>i am waiting for you i love you really</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1648982347497336364-8121008458644258963?l=2o12o8.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02430433019849529788noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1648982347497336364.post-77829196797940696292009-05-25T07:19:00.000-07:002009-05-25T07:22:51.777-07:002day damm freaking tired soo wont blog alot<div>ermmmm 2day was myday at cca and soonweng's bday!!</div><div>happy bday soonweng</div><div>and thank you yishun sec badminton for the times that you guys had given me</div><div>exp 2day i wont 4get it man</div><div>wanxin jillyn ruqing brenda kahying soonweng desmond addy weixuan and many mroe!!</div><div>and for the last time in my life </div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">YISHUN SEC BADMINTON LETS START THE GAME DUDES</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">!</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0); font-size: 24px;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">meying i still love you and it wont be the last time that i ttelll you that not now not ever</span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1648982347497336364-7782919679794069629?l=2o12o8.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02430433019849529788noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1648982347497336364.post-2601528484110580932009-05-20T08:31:00.000-07:002009-05-20T08:36:44.488-07:00today sadly its another 20th<div>yea 2day is the 5th month if we had not broke up</div><div><br /></div><div>ok la</div><div>2day know about someone wanna find me for .....</div><div>than called ocl they all</div><div>they ask me play pool</div><div>than ok lor</div><div>went home change and stuff</div><div>went to safra tehre with yuxiang and saw kenneth but ocl still watching show</div><div>played awhile but i improve alot liao hor</div><div>than finally ocl came and he is now my shifu for pool hor=)</div><div>than blah blah blah</div><div>went 244 play bball with ocl and his frens</div><div>waited for yuxiang than went makan</div><div>and now blooging just reached home</div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small; color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">happy 5th months laopo although we have broke up</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204); font-size: 10px;">but i still loveyou really=(</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204); font-size: 10px;">i missing you every second </span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204); font-size: 10px;">many of my frens said you are not wroth it</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204); font-size: 10px;">but i still got pised and wacked them</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204); font-size: 10px;">i love you raelly</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204); font-size: 10px;">i will be waiting for the day</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204); font-size: 10px;">queen meiying comes back to me</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1648982347497336364-260152848411058093?l=2o12o8.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02430433019849529788noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1648982347497336364.post-73343493790924799822009-04-25T09:13:00.000-07:002009-04-25T09:14:59.964-07:002day nothing t post<div>emoed at home missingher kor call me out but dint want to</div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">i<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">istill love you pls</span></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204); font-size: 10px;">life had been meaningless without you</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204); font-size: 10px;">i feel like giving up everything for you</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204); font-size: 10px;">i am alr gonna die anytime do you really wanna see my corpse than you are happy?</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204); font-size: 10px;">i miss youT___T</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204); font-size: 10px;"><br /></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1648982347497336364-7334349379092479982?l=2o12o8.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02430433019849529788noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1648982347497336364.post-59771355595263803092009-04-21T07:25:00.000-07:002009-04-21T07:34:57.468-07:00things that recently<div>happened to me,</div><div>shall say abit about some til i find somethings nice to say</div><div><br /></div><div>19april</div><div>woke up at 6am went fishing at sembawang park</div><div>thats all?</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;">20monday</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"> </span><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">happy 4th mths!! i still love you although we ended</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">monday went to school english lesson was fucked up</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">becuz we watch the slum dog show i broke down on the spot man</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">wthh its crapp!!!</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">i dont know what should i do</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">what i wan</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">what am i really feeling</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">someone tell me</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">please end all this suffering </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">i hate it all</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">i HATE MYSELF FOR CAUSING ALL THESE FUCK IT</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small; color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">you still rmb slum dog?? the last moivethat we watched 2gether</span></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204); font-size: 10px; font-style: italic;">it was on valentines day ithe show was at 1545 irmb it clearly </span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204); font-size: 10px; font-style: italic;">you found it boring and slept on my shoulder</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204); font-size: 10px; font-style: italic;">and there was apart where the kids were torture</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204); font-size: 10px; font-style: italic;">i asked you weather you wan our kids to be like them?</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204); font-size: 10px; font-style: italic;">you said no</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204); font-size: 10px; font-style: italic;">than i asked you you wan our kids to look like me or you?</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204); font-size: 10px; font-style: italic;">you said you boy also look likeyou soo be pretty!!</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204); font-size: 10px; font-style: italic;">you are just soo cute</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204); font-size: 10px; font-style: italic;">jusst soo special</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204); font-size: 10px; font-style: italic;">i wanna hold you again</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204); font-size: 10px; font-style: italic;">i wanna love you again</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204); font-size: 10px; font-style: italic;">i wan you back to me again</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204); font-size: 10px; font-style: italic;">i love you alot alot</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204); font-size: 10px; font-style: italic;">4th months le baobei i still love you </span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204); font-size: 10px; font-style: italic;">my heart never parted once from you</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204); font-size: 10px; font-style: italic;">my special girl i love you even though we ended </span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204); font-size: 10px; font-style: italic;">you told me you hated me</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204); font-size: 10px; font-style: italic;">it hurts me alot</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204); font-size: 10px; font-style: italic;">but no matter what you sayy</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204); font-size: 10px; font-style: italic;">how you treat me</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204); font-size: 10px; font-style: italic;">how you think of me</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204); font-size: 10px; font-style: italic;">i still love you as much as always</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204); font-size: 10px; font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1648982347497336364-5977135559526380309?l=2o12o8.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02430433019849529788noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1648982347497336364.post-22844981821984585272009-04-17T05:33:00.000-07:002009-04-17T05:41:59.787-07:00hi peeps<div>2day woke at 730 cuz cannot sleep after mum disturbed asking me to break fast</div><div>sooo used com go bnet angel arena ok </div><div>here is the funny part</div><div>got people tio own still scold me noob==</div><div>ok he can get lsot</div><div>sooo played til 10</div><div>left game and house</div><div>went to cpcc play badminton</div><div>ok man WTH LA i becoming slower</div><div>isit you not with me?omg its shity man</div><div>nvm atleast still won matches:DD</div><div><br /></div><div>went northpoint ate macs</div><div>and pei soonweng to give his darling maureen her bday present(hahaha they not stead hor)</div><div>anw i did not know it was her bday anw happy bday maureen!</div><div>ok than went timezone playing takken 6 </div><div>i am really old liao takken 6 also being lousy shit</div><div>nvm my arcading days are overr!!!</div><div>than went home my bro said wanna go to timzone</div><div>sooo changed shorts and went to timezone again==</div><div>but this time went to play initail D version 5</div><div>ok its harder to play harder to control</div><div>soo yea i created a card!!!</div><div>my kor also</div><div>soo yea my arcading days are back again=)</div><div>team 7thimpact is in the house in another game dudes=)</div><div>soo went home bathed and slacked now blogging=)</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;"> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small; color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">how i wish you were here</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204); font-size: 10px;">i wmiss you</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204); font-size: 10px;">you just now smsd me </span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204); font-size: 10px;">i was soo happy but i think it wasnt for me</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204); font-size: 10px;">i wsanna die soo much without you):</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1648982347497336364-2284498182198458527?l=2o12o8.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02430433019849529788noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1648982347497336364.post-15304816798784577542009-04-16T07:37:00.000-07:002009-04-16T07:43:17.245-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_uuC5L71g7Tg/SedC5yCyETI/AAAAAAAAAAM/pUR4NC4AC0k/s1600-h/bsg.JPG"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_uuC5L71g7Tg/SedC5yCyETI/AAAAAAAAAAM/pUR4NC4AC0k/s320/bsg.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5325298644842320178" /></a><br /><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Yo peeps ,</div><div>ytd went to meet up with marisa, zhaomin,jerrayln</div><div>yea 1 boys 3 girls but i nothing with them hor!!</div><div>ok you all shd know who i wan to be with le anw</div><div>went to city hall them pei marsia to pinsula buy her skinnes?</div><div>than tarined to tampies walked and slacked around 6++ i jiu go back home liaoo</div><div>anw life sucks <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">without her</span></div><div>2day arh damm boring day soo shall now say about it le</div><div>omg i am getting lazy man=)</div><div>post next time yea bye peeps</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">will you still be angry and jealous if i go out with other girls?</span></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">will you? i still mss you alot rmb city all and that budget date we had?</span></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">i still rmb it as if it was ytd i miss you alotT__T </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><br /></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1648982347497336364-1530481679878457754?l=2o12o8.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02430433019849529788noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1648982347497336364.post-84861820191694125632009-04-14T02:23:00.000-07:002009-04-14T02:32:22.682-07:00sorry for not posting ytd<div><br /></div><div>anyway yesterday went to play badminton using yuxiang's racket</div><div>it was a offensive racket soo sorry not my style=)</div><div>yea soo went home and no meet to post luh cuz of some memories</div><div><br /></div><div>anw 2day,</div><div>woke up went to school</div><div><br /></div><div>ok first lesson english</div><div>teacher come kp again but than i know the teacher was from chirst church b4</div><div>sickening shity school fuck them all man</div><div>soo i decided not to ever listen to what she says as i HATE THEM</div><div><br /></div><div>skip</div><div>skip</div><div>skip</div><div>history</div><div>slept for whole 1hr man</div><div>chem</div><div>another boring lesson</div><div>no wonder i dont go for extra lessons cuz the normal lesson alr damm fucked up alr!!</div><div><br /></div><div>went come used com and now blogging=)</div><div>tmr meeting marisa at city hall=)</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small; color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">somehow i just wish you where still here</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204); font-size: 10px;">i wan you back i missing you tons everyday</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204); font-size: 10px;">i have no mood to study</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204); font-size: 10px;">i tried everything i could</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204); font-size: 10px;">my dearest when can i see a full moon again?</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204); font-size: 10px;">i love you alot cherry=(</span></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1648982347497336364-8486182019169412563?l=2o12o8.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02430433019849529788noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1648982347497336364.post-54513931695869169782009-04-12T01:57:00.001-07:002009-04-12T06:21:41.200-07:00ermm this new blog of mine<div>is a emo blog</div><div>ok? akito and me are over but i still love her alot</div><div>anyway many thanks to vavarly for helping create this blog</div><div>you rockanyway now waiting for yuxiang to come my house later going fishing=)</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">ermm</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);"> i miss you </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">alotT</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">_T</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204); font-size: 10px;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">wow just come back from fishing althouh dint catch anything</span></div><div>but yea it was still fun for me and yuxiang to catch up on old times</div><div>riding bikes like nobody's buniess lol</div><div>soo 2day when downat 5pm unlock bike</div><div>and what luck my bike's rear tyire no air wtf man</div><div>soo ride to 400+ there pump air but no air damm freaking hard to ride man</div><div>wtf lor nvm</div><div>pumped air</div><div>finally a normal bike ==</div><div>than went to buy prawns 400+ there dont have wth man</div><div>soo rode to 900+ there buy than raod to lower selatar fish </div><div>fish fish no luck ==</div><div>ok nvm</div><div>atleast relaxxed awhile tehre</div><div>yea.</div><div>than 730 rode back home than bathed and stuff and here i am blogging=)</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(192, 192, 192); font-size: x-small;">i missyou you rmb when it was soo relax with only me and you?</span></div><div style="text-align: right;">p</div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204); font-size: x-small;">please come back to me i miss you alotalot</span> </div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;"> </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1648982347497336364-5451393169586916978?l=2o12o8.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>KKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02430433019849529788noreply@blogger.com0